ThE GRvaITY!!!

The very state of mind that brings me back to blogging on this page is frustration to the core. I have been trying to evaluate my emotional quotient but to no avail. But, no matter where i begin i end up evaluating my feelings about life and then ultimately death. The simple fact that "Today can never be the same as yesterday" keep striking back at my conscience and forces me to question the very significance of our importance or rather the importance of our interests.

This has everything to do with the ideals set for everyone other than oneself. Call me crazy, but isn't death the ultimate doom that makes ne troubles in one's life look like a bliss. But the moment you realise this , you will long to live in the past, the glorious past which no matter what you have gone through is always sweet. Frankly , the only reality of life is the end of it. The shallow heart always has a void with a secret psyche that constantly reminds you of its vulnerability.  Probably letting the psychotic instinct in one's self take over the decision-making isn't a really good idea coz after all the gravity of the situation is always meagre as compared to the reality of life

The End!!!!

I happen to read this in the preface of our annual college magazine,"People like to write a lot about death. The reason probably being the mystery and the enigmatic essence of it". Its true people do feel that way. But I feel the main reason is most of us are not emotionally equipped to deal with the actual incident.

The gloom and the sorrow that revolves around death, the one thing that is truly the end is inevitable. 'The End' , I personally dont believe in life after death and even if there is one I dont see the reason for that to be a consolation for the end of a life. The end to the innumerable sweet memories, the ambitious fantasies, the zeal and the bubbling self-confidence to own the world.

Death is a part of life and there is no escaping that. We all know that and have learnt to accept that. Or have we???? Hell, no.... We have learnt to ignore it , we have learnt to push the thought away and modified the thought process to make sure that death is sumthin related to others and not us. In fact , this is quite justified. No matter how matured you are emotionally , death will always be of the alienated existance.

Loved ones!!!! The very thought of losing them causes ur heart to burn with agony that incomparable to any sort of pain and agony u have endured throughout ur life. And then we dont have a say in this institution called death and ultimately have to give in. But no matter what the memories of the dead shall always remain in the hearts of the living. Thats probably the only thing that consoles me and helps me in making peace with this vicious act of nature called death